Fickle mind

All the effort I take to stay away from philosophical topics are in vain. I cannot stop myslef from thinking about the fultile life I lead. Before typing this I did a google search on 'fickle mind' and this : http://www.gurbani.org/webart189.htm was the very first result that showed up. So, the nature of my mind separates me from God and my true self? Truly, I am foolish, stupid, masterless, fickle, powerless, lowly and ignorant.